Today it's been a week since the miscarriage was confirmed. I have gone through so many emotions. I was so incredibly sad, then that changed to anger. Anger at friends and family that have been able to have successful pregnancies with no problems, and even more anger at youth and others, that really are not ready to be parents. Yet they have healthy babies every day.
I went back to the doctor on Tuesday. This day was terrible. I had to have an ultrasound to make sure I didn't need a d&c. It was very hard as just last week when the doctor did an ultrasound he thought he saw a flicker of a heartbeat. I was told we could start trying again in March, and that gave me some hope.
Now, I am just ready to move on. I'm ready for March to get here and I'm ready to try again. I look at this, as our sign from God that we can have a baby, as we had given up.
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