A New Day

Tomorrow I have to go back to work.  I am not looking forward to it.  I feel so empty and I just don't know how I'll be able to handle it.  I should be working on a newsletter right now, and sending emails that need to be sent.  BUT I have NO desire, I don't even want to think about it.  Not to mention I have to go to work and cancel a workshop for Tuesday, because I can't handle it.  I am at a loss and just don't know what else to do.  All I want to do is sleep and look at the internet and try to find answers.  Hopefully, soon I will be able to move on, but I just can't right now.